ivan goncharov is a depiction of the best Fyodorist for he is Fyodor's greatest devotee. i would take my skin off for Fyodor too iw ould peel my face off for him too i think. no i know i would do that. i would kill for Fyodor like ivan does i hope that one day i would actually be able to do all he does because of how strong and beautiful he is. ivan goncharov isnt seen as much anymroe because hes growing more powerful by the day just like Fyodor does isnt that good for him. when i do somehting after i ask "WWFD" (what would Fyodor do?) i ask "WWID" (what would ivan do?) because while i need Fyodor's guidance and permission to live but then i ask ivan for guidance so i can worship Fyodor in the best way possible.
oh his lobotomy oh his lobotomy i would let Fyodor enter my mind with his scalpel or ice pick or bone saw just like i let him enter in in my sleep or through the words i hear that others cant. they dont udnerstnads you know, they never could. ivan understand because Fyodor helped him. i wish he could rifle around in my mind so i coudl hear him mroe clearly. a lot of people say i should get one (lobotomy) because what i say makes no sense but i'd never do that unless Fyodor did it for me, if he asked me to. besides, Fyodor knows what i think and understands me and thats all that matters! Fyodor is the only person i trust to give me brain surgery. when he takes his saw and opens my mind, he will see how every wrinkle in my brain has come together to make an image of him and he will be so, so flattered and so so proud.