big fan of updating my neocities. big fan. anyway, i've found that explaining the hobby of "enjoying drawing anime boy versions of famous authors" to people is the kind of thing that is very difficult and embarrasing. fyodor dostoyevsky was not a twink, he had a gambling addiction. while the real life dazai osamu was in many ways similar to how i have described him, i do think that if he were to go to x.com and see what you all have been saying about him, he would be very, very dissappointed in you all. not me, though. i get him. anyway, recently a group of students from japan to visit my school, and i feel very bad for them. imagine you go from japan to the average american public high school to have ever existed. okay, sure. that may not sound bad, but imagine going from japan to the average american public BATHROOM and you'll start to get why i worry for them. i wouldn't wish my school's bathrooms on anybody. did you know we don't have mirrors? i wouldn't mind if we didn't have mirrors in general, but what we have instead are like, steel sheets that have been scraped and sanded to such an extent that you can't see your reflection in then at all! i always feel like i need a shower after walking into my school's bathrooms, but i also am diagnosed with ocd and generally think i need to clean myself off at all times with a combonation of boiling water, bleach, and ammonia. on the topic of school, long-time oisin blog readers know that i write the weekday entries of my blog during statistics class because i don't have anything better to do but what you dobnt know is that i am an incredibly loud and very fast typer and i feel like the people who look over to my desk and see some random gay nerd typing green text on a black screen and generally looking incredibly threatening. i would be so scared. i'd be like |