I killed her.

im so sorry i didnt know what i was doing but i jst did it anyway it wasnt my fault like i mean it was but i wasnt thinking i know how bad it is that. i can think now while shes dead but you have to believe me i didnt meanit i didnt mean any of it i dontm know how i can bear witness to my sins because i see them now and theyre as ugly as i am. i cna see it i can see everything and i cant belive i hva to see more. i dont want to. im just so osorry im not thinking right now you can probably understand its just really scary right now. im scared. i think im scary. because im a killer and stuff im the first thing you think of when you think if scary and i dont know. i dont likt this its not me i am not hte kind of person to do these things i now i knewwd to confront that so i can get better but i dont want to i cant imagine ever confronting that reality because its not real i dont do these things it was an accident ill never so it again and its because im sorry im just so so sorry.